>coretan<
tinggal beberapa minit ja lagi tahun 2011 akan meninggalkan kita n tahun 2012 akan mengajar kita untuk menjadi   lebih baik...jadikan semua peristiwa sepanjang tahun 2011 menjadi pengajaran kepada diri kita semua k....
tahun ni sma gak cm tahun2 yg lepas...just duduk umah ja tnggu new year ni...all my housemates do they own thing...study,sleep n so on...ada kwn ajak kuar but myb dh terbiasa sambut new year kat umah ja....so, stay umah je lah...kalo kat umah my family...perkara wajib di buat ialah aktiviti men air...kalo tido awal mmg kena lah hujan d tengah malam...kalo kat umah my sist di kota belud...just buat makan2 yg ringkas ja...sesama family ja...so bila celebrate kat tempat len ni...just duduk diam2...open my lappy...berjalan2 kat blog org,,,tgok youtube...movie n so on...smbil tnggu fireworks...bosan kan cara hidup ak huhuhu...but i like it...tk pyh nk pening kan kepala nk celebrate new year kat mna....just stay at home....free of charge lg pkhidmatan kat umah sndiri....
lagipun ak ada 6 hari ja lg b4 final exam...disebabkan terlebih cuti xmas...ak kna wat revision last minit...harap2 masa cukup untuk ak cover 3 subjek...carry marks pun lebih dari ok...wish me luck ar.....
msti korg dh buat list pnjang gila azam korg kn hehehe...ak lak, langsung tak wat apa2 list cz ak tak suka terikat ngn segala macam azam...just follow the flow je lah....tp pling penting...ak nk abis kan study ak n do my convocation....
>ceritera 2011<
mcm2 benda berlaku tahun ni...transfer balik sabah....MLA p smbung blajar kat johor...hubungan a lil bit hambar kot skrg ni...emm,mls nk cakap pasal tu k....
tahun ni juga bnyk ajar ak jd org yg tidak berperasaan....mean, everytime people yg ada hubungan ngn ak, tidak respect ak sbgai org yg lebih tua dr dia....sesuka ati ja gunakan ayat2 yg tak spatutny digunakan kat ak...ak boleh wat bodoh ja...bkn ny ak takut or so ever...but ak tau, kalo ak balas apa yg dia cakap...org yg tidak kena mengena pn blh terlibat...org yg paling ak syg n hornat akan sedih n makin tertekan...so better ak tutup mulut n buat bodo ja....sabar selagi boleh kn...
di akhir2 tahun 2011 juga lh family ak dpt bhubung semula ngn family from my father side...best bila kita tau yg ak dtng dr keluarga yang besar n dari dua negara yang berlainan even berjiran...
hubungan ngn my mother pun dh rapat...bkn lh sebelum ni ndak rapat but...ak bnyk tnggl kat umah kakak ak...tingkatan 3 ak sekolah kat kb...then 2 tahun kat kudat....pastu tingkatan 6 smbung balik kat kb...cuti skolah ja baru ak balik umah kat bfort....abis ja tingkatan6....ak trus tnggal ngn kakak ak kt kb smpai lah ak terbang g smbung blajar kat melaka selama 2 tahun...tahun ni baru lh ak slalu balik umah kat bfort....until now, i still learn apa yg my mom suka makan...mcm mana cara dia masak...semua ny ak blajar....everytime nmpak my mom mood tk bagus...msti ak p peluk n kiss pp dia...rugi kn ak...23 tahun ak hidup kat dunia ni...baru skrg ak buat semua tu....

Ok lah...until the enxt entry,,,nk tgok fireworks dulu....
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 ALL....
luv u all....

tak tau lah napa...tp tetiba ja rasa macam kosong sngt....mcm tkde apa2 feeling....tiba2 rasa badan seram sejuk...tngan mengigil....kenapa agaknya nie.....
skip lg mkn ubat untuk malam pnya...bkn lupa tp rasanya malas kot lebih sesuai untuk mengambarkan knpa ak tk mkn ubat....mna tk nknya...mkn ubat kul 9 lebih...pukul 12 dh mgantuk gila2....sedar2 ja dh pukul 5 lebih...tk ke gila 2....so tu rasany sebab knpa ak mls nk mkn ubat mlm ni.....
myb ak rasa sunyi cz housemate yg len ada camp kt kolej...esok pagi baru balik....dh biasa bising2 ngn dorg just  a few days ni ak lebih bnyk mdiamkan diri.....ada sedikit rasa tkilan but never mind....malas nk mention sapa dia....
bila cet ngn one of my best friends...ak kna akui kata2 dia yg berbunyi seperti ni....
'kalo kita boleh tinggal ngn orang tu..mean kita boleh kawan ngn dia but... kalo kita kawan ngn dia belum tntu kita boleh duduk satu umah ngn dia...'
ayat dia mmg agak berbelit but kalo korg kt tmpat ak....faham lh  kot.,..
ak harap tkde lh sapa2 yg terasa ngn entri ak ni k....i got my right to exprees my feeling in here cz i admit that im not good like anyone else to express their feelings towards person that they have hard feelings.....
ak bkn jenis cepat terasa..perli lh ak mcm mna pun ak akn buat bodoh ja....but if skali ak terasa mmg susah lh ak nk back to the normal....so...just give me some time k....
to my best buddy....perlukh ak mention nama ko kt cni...rasany perlu kot...so people out there tau betapa gembiranya ak dpt kwn mcm ko..(bajet mcm ak ada beribu2 followers hehehe...)
yups..thats u darl.... BB...
ko adalah kawan yang ak blh tnggal sama n be my best buddy.....even org ckp 2 tahun tu sekejap ja n mcm tk cukup nk kenal someone tu...but bg aku 2 tahun tu ckup untuk kenal ko...baik buruk ko...nakal ko...gedik ko hehehe....malas ko hehehe....kelebihan  n kekurangan ko hehehehe....
ko yg ak kenal...mcm burung hantu...org tdur mlm..ko tidur siang ....ko slalu ikut ja kehendak ak kalo teringin nk mkn apa2....ko kalo dh soping mcm ndak cukup ja satu hari tu...ko lh kc kenal ak foundation...eyeliner n sgala jenis make up 2..(even smpai skrg ak msh tk tau apa2 hehehe...) kita yg shati sjiwa bab2 ponteng kelas....ko yg asik buat bodoh ja bila ak promote novel2 yg best kt ko...tp bjaya jugalh ak pengaruh ko baca novel Adam dan Hawa kn....rasa best ja bdebat ngn ko pasal novel 2 hehehee...mcm2 pengalaman kita kongsi kn....gembira n sedih kita sama2 hadapi.....
rindu sngt ngn aktiviti kita....sedih cmna pun kita tetap sama2kn...
tp skrg ni...just kt fb je lh kita dpt kongsi citer....ngumpat pun kt fb ja....
sometimes...teringin nk baring ngn ko... merepek bukan2...peluk2...usik2...nangis2...ketawa2....n mcm2 lg lh kita buat sbelum nk tido kn....slalu saling ingat-meningati psl assignment..pasal exam..(tp selaluny ak lh yg ingat kn ko k hehehe...) rasany smpai skrg pun kn....
sapa yg tk tau...kita dua lh rasany paling bnyk buat keja last minit....smpai kalo group assignmment tu...risau kalo2 org yg baru nk join ngn kita tk blh nk cope ngn cara kita....sapa yg penah...esok nk hntr assignment...mlm ni baru thegeh2 cari bahan...tu pun sempat lg bgurau snda....
ingat tk kita buat sesi kaunseling.....hahaha....ak pn tk tau sapa kounselor sapa klien...siap buat sesi..guling2 kt tilam...ktawa2....so funny that time kn....tapi cmna pun keja last minit kita tu...tetap kita dpt buat kn....
really miss that time....rasany salah satu sbab ak rasa cm kosong ja myb sbb teda ko.....
(i mean it darl...) bkn skejap 2 tahun tu kn....
emm...rasany ak dh melalut jauh ni...ak tau time ni ko rasa nk nanges2 kn baca entri ak ni heheheeh....no hard feelings k...
jngn ko muntah ja dh lh hehehehe......
balik cni cpt...masak kan ak tomyam ko yg kalah restoran tu k hehehe...penuh kasih syg kn ko msak tu hehehe....
 LUV U.......

im really hate if someone copy my work without permission first.....really hate it...
biasalah copy2 tu kn biasa but jngn lh copy tnpa pengetahuan tuan punya keja....at least tell me.....tak susah kn.....

sngt tk suka bila batuk n selesma....sngt tk suka...actually kemarin malam lg rasa tk selesa kt tekak but still kuar ngn kwn2 umah cz dh lama rancang nk hang out....tujuan utama nk p tgok OMBAK RINDU n beli kain for baju kurung...yelah nk p praktikalkn bulan depan huhuhu....dsbabkn kami antara org paling awalsmpai...dpt lh tgok movie tu pukul 12.15....mmg ramailah org smpaikn turn movie pukul 4.30 pn dh full house...
citer tu best lh walaupun tk ikut cite sbenar kt novel....n sedikit mengecewakan ak cz im the big fan for this novel...semua ketige2 novel ni ak dh abis baca,,,,even so, still enjoying this movie cz still can make me cry huhuhuhu....
all the actress n actor so superb....thumbs up for 'hariz' cz when he cry...we can feel that 'he' so in love with 'izzah'.....he's so cool....
beside im so badly in love with any guys who can cry for someone he love....hehehe...
so back to the story...after movie..p cari kain kn kain mewah,..thanks GOD ada sale...rm50 untuk 3 pasang baju kurung....berbaloi lh kn...cantik pn cntik...kualiti pun ok...
then balik cp n berpecah kt sana...ak pi layan twilight saga: breaking dawn part 1 by my self.....p tgok juga walaupun kepala dh start berdenyut n batuk tk henti2....huhuhu.
tk sabar nk tnggu part 2 citer ni....so in love with jacob....
then balik umah...kpala mmg dh tingtong but kena gk p terminal bus....take bus then sampai kt umah singgah jap kedai p beli actifast 2 biji n gula2 WOODS...yg extra strong lg 2 huhuhu....
smpi umah baring jap,then mkn then trus p mandi....siap ja mandi kol2 jap ngn MLA then trus tdo.....
arap2 cepat sembuh...kelas ari ni lak 6 jam...12-6pm...disebabkn ari ni monday so kena lh pakai baju kurung....<sigh>...k lh...nk p iron baju dulu....
until the next entry u all...
heppy monday!!!!!!!!!!!!
dlm2 ak tngh godek2 post ak ni,..ak baru ja dpt brita yg kelas ari ni BATAL...yipppe!!!!! masuk kn smula baju kurung dlm wardrobe...matikn suis iron then sambung godek2 blog ak hehehe....ak tau msti korg nk ckp ak pemalas kn but i'm NOT ok...i just tk brapa suka kelas monday cz kena pakai pakaian formal...pakaian seharian ak p kelas just tshirt,jeans, n sandal...im prefer to wear sumting that comfortable to be...
if i feel tk selesa mmg ak tk kn pakai lh...but sumtimes kna juga pakai like time exam n kelas monday....actually ak mmg ada kelas stiap hari isnin but its after office hour..kelas pukul 5-7pm...so bulehlh pakai pakaian rasmi ak tu hehehehe,..
yg tk best nya..jumaat ni kelas dr pukul 8am-6pm...wtf.....pening nya.....

its december you all....its chirstmas time..hohoho.....
sedar tak sedar kita dh hampir meninggalkan tahun 2011...
tahun 2012 lak bakal menjengah...
emm...terfikir gak apa akan jd pd tahun 2012 tu cz teringatkan movie 2012 tu...huhuhu...
apa-apa pun just be ready n pray to the GOD to give us strength to face all bad thing that come next year....
ok....
hope bulan ni akan memberikan seribu kegembiraan to all of you ya....
take care all....

damn it....the joy of December just arrive but i already get a bad dream....really bad dream....the story like this....i was enjoy with my candy but suddenly my tooth patah (knock knock on the wall)....not 1, not 2 but almost all....i still feel like my mouth full with the tooth...i was at my hometown...the first person i told yg my tooth patah was my cousin...after that her husband and the last one is my mother.....this is not the first time i got the same dream but different situation...a month ago i'll got a dream yg a few of my tooth was patah....a few days after tu, one of my friend brother passed away...he not so close with me actually but entah lh kalo mimpi tu ada kaitan dngn dia....i don't know u all but for us, if u dream bout ur gg patah...it show that someone u know will meninggal....i know...its not right to trust such thing but we have our own culture kn....so, up to u all how u accept it ok...don't judge me for that....so back to the dream....my gg not only patah but hancur...don't know why but i felt like my tooth was become pieces.... <sighhh>
bangun2 ja...the first thing i do was take my phone and see the watch....its 8.40am..i know what u think...but im a student...its normal lh kn bngun lewat hehehe...(blh terima kh alasan ni ar)...then type a msg to my sister...a few moments she calls me and ask me bout the dream...she told me to belanja my friend or bersedekah...
me: kenapa lak....
sist: kn ko mimpi tdk bagus...ni sbagai satu cara nk tolak apa2 benda yg tdk bagus...
me: kena buat ke?
sist: yelah..
me: ok2....
trus ak bngun and give money to my house mate....then told them bout the dream....
then taking my bath, breakfast, open my lappy and at 9.26am my other sister call me and ask the same story...


really hope that nothing happen to anyone i know......

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by hand,
MISS AUNTY
10.30pm

this entry i dedicated to him....the one n only one...
his name was Dawid...he older than me em  10 years....hehehe tk lah just tua dr ak 10 hari ja hehehe. actually,ak kenal dia sejak tingkatan 4 (2004) cz kami sma2sekolah kat teknik kudat n 1 kelas plak.....kat sekolah dulu kami mmg tak rapat cz im the talkative person kat kelas n he was the silent boy at class. time tingkatan 4 rasany kami mmg tk bertegur...then time form 5...dia jd ketua kelas n entah di mna silapnya aku di lantik jadi penolong ketua kelas....ni suma hasil pakatan bersama kwn kelas lh ni....but even so, kami mmg tk bnyk cakap pun...just ckp pasal tugas ja n seingat ak satu2nya perbualan panjang d antara ak ngn dia time ak nk pnjam buku harry potter...dia bawa buku 2 p kelas n ak tnampak....disebabkan aku ni jenis tk blh tgok buku...dngn ndak tau malu ak trus pinjam dr dia,,...dia bg pnjam juga akhirny tp bukan dngn kerelaan tp paksaan hehehe...tu pn selepas mcm2 janji ak tabur kat dia just untuk pnjam buku 2.....tak bnyk kenangan kami time skolah cz kami mmg ndak rapat.... then after spm kami mmg lost contact.....pastu dlm bbrapa bulan kot...entah lah tk ingat pun...kami terserempak kat hospital kota belud. time tu ak temankan kakak ak pi oncall, dia lak temankn cousin dia jaga adik ny yg masuk hspital..kakak ak yg tegur dorg cz rupa2 ny dia tu cousin my brother in law...see, kami mmg berjodoh kn hahahaha.......
after 2  kami mmg betul2 lost control until lah 2008. sebelum tu, time ak baru balik dr beaufort, ak terserempak ngn kwn kelas ak kat kk(sofiah)..mean kwn kelas dia juga lh...dia mnta no pon ak n fews day pastu seorg kwn msg ak...he(syahiril) said dia dpt no ak dr kwn yg ak jmpa kt kk 2....n he said someone have asking bout me....guess who???? yups u rite...it was HIM so ak pun mnta lh number dia dr kawan ak 2...... time 2 dia guna no maxis n nk d jadikan citer...time ak kt beaufort..my sist ada beli number maxis but ndak smpai beberapa jam dia guna number 2...dia bg kat ak...so, ak pun msg lah dia guna number maxis kakak ak 2....first msg ak sent kat dia 'knapa cari ak, rindu kh hehehe'....tk lama pastu dia reply....so bbalas lh msg time 2....and the nite around 2-3am he call me thru my clcom number but he don't say anything hehehehe....then msg2 lg until 5am...for the first time, ak tk tdur mlm just because msg with a guy...so...the few days kami mmg just bmsg2 ja...
n 8.5.2008..the story begin between me n him.....
he purpose me at 5.00am...dia mmg lah...suka wat ak tk tido mlm huhuhuhu.....
so....the love story begin....after a few days, he said dia akn balik kb...n tnya nk jumpa kh...so, of course i want lh kn...but kna jumpa ptng ckit lh cz ak time 2 baby sitter kakak ak...then,kami jnji nk jumpa kat cc,n kebetulan ak pun kna p cc cz kna cek tawaran2 smbung blajar yg ak dpt..msa smpai kat cc 2...ak terserempak ngn salah seorang best friend ak kt teknik...lily..dia tnya kat ak...'anas, ko knal kh budak 2, budak kelas ko 2 kn'...ak just angguk2 ja n senyum cz tk tau nk ckp apa....then akpun p lh ambik tmpat kat blkg n pura2 myibukkn diri....tak lma pastu...tpon bunyi n rupany dia msg ak...tnya apasal duduk jauh sngt...then few seconds pastu dia dtng n duduk sebelah ak...mmg time 2 tk ckp apa2 pun...after siap cek email...kami kuar n dsebabkn tk tau nk pi mna..kami ambik keputusan duduk kt depan padang kb tu ja....tjumpa lg seorang classmate ak(masladi)...citer2 jap then trus menuju je destinasi....smpai ja..duduk n diam.....mmg tk ckp apa pun...sngt lucu time 2,ak msg best friend ak (aellycia) 'babe, nk cakap apa ngn dia ni'...tk lama pastu kwn ak reply n gelakkan ak...sengal...hehehehehehe.......then msg masuk lg...ingat kn kwn ak msg rupanya dia. (duduk sebelah ja,tp nk juga msgkn)...boleh dia tnya ak asal diam....pas berbls2 msg...ak kna balik cz dh lewat...then mmg tkjumpa lg pastu...just msg ja....then time pesta menuai tahun 2.,..second date kami kt kk...ak,dia n aellycia....tq babe...kalo tkde u..tk tau lah ak apa jd time 2 hehehehe...


after few months,ak dpt tawaran p melaka...hubungan kami lak...sekejap on sekejap off...sekejap ok sekejap ko...smpai lh sekarang hahahaha....but syukurlah...hubungan kami masih bertahan smpai lh sekarang...3 tahun 6 bulan beberapa hari....6 hari lg genaplh hubungn kami selama 3 tahun 7 bulan....


kami msh selalu bertelagah,masih selalu bertindak tidak matang(actually it was me)...but kami harap hubungan ni akan terus berkekalan until the end....


sebelum ni kmi mmg selalu berjauhan cz 2 tahun ak d melaka n dia di sabah n then bila ak transfer balik sabah...dia lak p johor smbung blajar....mmg sakit lh bila berjauhan ni..bkn sekali kami hmpir menamatkan hubungan ni...bnyk kali but the end kami msh tetap bersama....


satu2ny peristiwa yg btl2 wat ak sakit jiwa time awal tahun 2010....for the first time ak btul2 realize yg ak mmg tk kn dpt lepaskan dia bila ada org len muncul antara kami....mmg time 2 ak sngt down...masuk kelas pun just untuk sign attendance ja...pastu, termenung.....mmg teruk lh time 2....but thanks GOD, we can still together until now.....


Dy, u dont know how i feel that time but its ok...i dont care anymore and i just want to forget that moment...lets moving forwards together...i won't let u go...not anymore...so,dont ever ask me to let u go coz i won't.....






miss aunty
07.18pm
02/11/2011

tOdaY i would likE tO share something bouT me...Myself....
i dont really care about how people think bout me...for me as long as they can respect the ways i carry my life...then i will respect them too. for me its simple....awak tak susah kan hidup saya...saya pn tk kn susahkn hdup awak....
sy sering disalah ertikan sebagai seorang Muslim or time d semenanjung..sy sering dikatakan salah seorang dari mereka...but im not...the true is im sabahan...n i'm christian...my mom was kadazan n my dad from Indonesia....i think my face pun dh tunjukkan yg saya adalah org sabah tp rasanya tidak bagi sesetengah org....
i really like my eyes....cz it was warna hazel....like it heheheehe...
im not beutiful,cute or whatsoever.... im just me...have eyes, nose,ear n etc just like u all... i'm a chubby person huhuhu....really like eat...n eat...apa lg yg ak nk citer kn tntg diri ak ya...
kalo ada apa2 yg ak rasa korg ptt tau tntg ak...ak akn bg tau k...

until the next entry...

i just finIsH mY bloGwalkINg....its nice to see other blog yg sngt2 cntik.....huhuhu..tk tau lh bila ak nk make up kn my own blog nie.....im prefer for black color than other colors....i just fall in love with black color....
im not sure how many blog yg ak jenguk...but ak just lebih suka jd silent reader ja....menjenguk tnpa meninggal kan jejak....ak sngt suka p jenguk blog para penulis alam maya.....n selalunya menhabiskan masa berjam2 semata2 baca novel online or cerpen online.....n bnyk lh juga blog yg tersenarai dlm list wajib jenguk ak...antarany blog...
~blog anita aruzsi
~okie the witch..
~norhayati berahim
~vanilla ice
~blog incomplete melody n bnyk lh lagi...

msti korg rasa ak bajet bagus wat tajuk cm kat atas 2 kn....sukati korg lh nk ckp apa pn..yg ak tau ak mmg rasa sngt2 bersalah kat MLA 2..ak pun tk tau knpa ada ja yg buat ak rasa tk bleh nk trima...apa ja yg dia buat ak rasa cam salah...cian dia,kena tahan ati ja ngn perangai ak yg ntah apa2 nie...dalam seminggu 2...msti 7 kali bergaduh...korg pndai2 lh faham mksud ak 2 k....kdng2 bila ak kuarkn ayat2 'manis' ak kat dia...msti ak rasa bodoh sngt.....ak tk mksudkn pun apa yg ak ckp kt dia tp entah lh napa selalu terkuar ja perkataan yg myakitkan ati 2...smpai 1 saat ak rasa tk guna pun ak say sorry kat dia sebab esok msti ak wat lagi....but thank GOD coz dia sngt2 lah penyabar ngn angin badai ak ni...walaupun sometimes ak dpt rasa kn yg dia msti rasa nk hempuk kpala ak kat dinding tp dia ndak buat......nasib ar kn....i just hope that he never let me go coz he really mean to me......


MISS AUNTY.

Look into my eyes, you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
And when you find me there, you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you

Look into my heart, you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
So take me as I am, take my life
I would give it all, I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you
There's no love like your love
And no other could give more love
There's nowhere unless you're there
All the time, all the way
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah, I'd die for you

You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real.
Mad because I don't know how you feel.
Upset because we can't make it right.
Sad because I need you day and night.
Angry because you won't take my hand.
Aggravated because you don't understand.
Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever....

i feel like u just play with my heart even u always say that u love me...when u don't pick up the phone i feel like u try to get rid of me..when u don't reply my text i feel like u get bored to stay with me....
i hurt me so damn... why u appear in my life if u never mean to stay forever...why u have to show up in my world then u ruin everything....why u have to play with my feeling...didn't i mean nothing to u...

OMG....after balik ja dari practicum briefly....ak dh mula jadi tk tentu arah...bukan tk yakin ngn kemampuan diri sendiri tp ak baru ja sedar yg expectation people surrounding tentang seorg cikgu especially cikgu KAUNSELING is lil bit different ngn expection mereka thadap ordinary teacher....ok myb ak yg terlalu fikir yg bukan2 but this practical thing really scary me....
beside that, im not like a girl who will finish they time about half an hour to stand in front the mirror and put all color at their faces...what im trying to say here is...MAKE UP.....ak betul2 tk reti nk put some color into my self....yg aku tau, letak bedak muka (itupun kdng2 ja ak buat)...n letak lip icE bila ak rasa bibir ak dh jd something....itu ja yg ak tau...celak,maskara,foundation, etc....ak tk tau apa lg nama benda2 tu suma....ak mmg fail lah....sedangkan time praktikal tu at least ak kna put some make up at my face....sapa nk ajar ak wat suma 2....
selain itu juga, ak just pndai pakai tshirt,jeans n sandal ja pi mana2....kalo pkai baju kurung pun mmg 1 hari spanjang pakai baju kurung tu ak akn mengeluh....nagging around my friend....ak bukan lh jenis yg reti nk jadi girl sejati.....so cmna ak nk habiskan 3 bulan ak ngn pakai make up segala...pakai baju kurung lagi...kasut girl2 lagi....wawawa...mau gila ak sepanjang 3 bulan 2 nnti...
buleh tak kalo ak tk payah pi praktikal huhuhu.....
akjuga risau about penerimaan student ak thadap cikgu yg "comel" ja cam aku nie.....ak ni dah lh asik disalah erti kan sebagai budak bawah umur...masuk lg sekolah menengah yg komfom lah lebih besar dr aku.....ak takut mjadi mangsa buli...but sebenarnya ak risau ak yg membuli student ak heheehehe...
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neeD a timE to munasabah diri ni heheehe....



Miss Aunty.

really don't lIKe when im seNdinG msg...n the msg still pendinG...heY dudE, if u like to switch ur phone in offlINe moDE, why nOT u just thrOw uR phonE at thE roAd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! reallY annoyinG owh THis feelinG...

SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE....IF I CAN , I WILL TURN BACK ALL THAT TIME....IM REALLY2 SORRY DY.....

Well post ari ni lebiH kpda orG2 yg bermakna kepada ak likE mY littLE bF (MLB), mY Mr Love Angel (MLA)...my best buddiEs(MBB) n of course mY lovElY fAmilY...

-Angelina Shanen.

Hari ni sebenarnya bermulalah perjalanan akhir sy Sbagai seorg studeNt...ye ye lh ko anas,,,praktikal pun tk lepas lg hehehe....tp ska ati ak lh kn...my page bh ni kn hehehehe....well my last result was in gOOd standing....ok lh..bbaloi ngn suma usaha yg di curah kan (uSaha??) 

My first time sambut raya kat umah kawan...kat lahad datu..subuh tadi smpai kat umah dia..feel a lil bit tired but its worth for the moment that i never had...to many nak share tp nnti2 lh k...give me a lil time to enjoy this moment ok...just want to say SELAMAT HARI RAYA ALL..MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN....
>miss my little bf...TOMMY....wish u are here darl..
>miss u love...my dy..