PRACTICUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.

OMG....after balik ja dari practicum briefly....ak dh mula jadi tk tentu arah...bukan tk yakin ngn kemampuan diri sendiri tp ak baru ja sedar yg expectation people surrounding tentang seorg cikgu especially cikgu KAUNSELING is lil bit different ngn expection mereka thadap ordinary teacher....ok myb ak yg terlalu fikir yg bukan2 but this practical thing really scary me....
beside that, im not like a girl who will finish they time about half an hour to stand in front the mirror and put all color at their faces...what im trying to say here is...MAKE UP.....ak betul2 tk reti nk put some color into my self....yg aku tau, letak bedak muka (itupun kdng2 ja ak buat)...n letak lip icE bila ak rasa bibir ak dh jd something....itu ja yg ak tau...celak,maskara,foundation, etc....ak tk tau apa lg nama benda2 tu suma....ak mmg fail lah....sedangkan time praktikal tu at least ak kna put some make up at my face....sapa nk ajar ak wat suma 2....
selain itu juga, ak just pndai pakai tshirt,jeans n sandal ja pi mana2....kalo pkai baju kurung pun mmg 1 hari spanjang pakai baju kurung tu ak akn mengeluh....nagging around my friend....ak bukan lh jenis yg reti nk jadi girl sejati.....so cmna ak nk habiskan 3 bulan ak ngn pakai make up segala...pakai baju kurung lagi...kasut girl2 lagi....wawawa...mau gila ak sepanjang 3 bulan 2 nnti...
buleh tak kalo ak tk payah pi praktikal huhuhu.....
akjuga risau about penerimaan student ak thadap cikgu yg "comel" ja cam aku nie.....ak ni dah lh asik disalah erti kan sebagai budak bawah umur...masuk lg sekolah menengah yg komfom lah lebih besar dr aku.....ak takut mjadi mangsa buli...but sebenarnya ak risau ak yg membuli student ak heheehehe...
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~ the story about practical will be update soon k.....
neeD a timE to munasabah diri ni heheehe....



Miss Aunty.