OMG....after balik ja dari practicum briefly....ak dh mula jadi tk tentu arah...bukan tk yakin ngn kemampuan diri sendiri tp ak baru ja sedar yg expectation people surrounding tentang seorg cikgu especially cikgu KAUNSELING is lil bit different ngn expection mereka thadap ordinary teacher....ok myb ak yg terlalu fikir yg bukan2 but this practical thing really scary me....
beside that, im not like a girl who will finish they time about half an hour to stand in front the mirror and put all color at their faces...what im trying to say here is...MAKE UP.....ak betul2 tk reti nk put some color into my self....yg aku tau, letak bedak muka (itupun kdng2 ja ak buat)...n letak lip icE bila ak rasa bibir ak dh jd something....itu ja yg ak tau...celak,maskara,foundation, etc....ak tk tau apa lg nama benda2 tu suma....ak mmg fail lah....sedangkan time praktikal tu at least ak kna put some make up at my face....sapa nk ajar ak wat suma 2....
selain itu juga, ak just pndai pakai tshirt,jeans n sandal ja pi mana2....kalo pkai baju kurung pun mmg 1 hari spanjang pakai baju kurung tu ak akn mengeluh....nagging around my friend....ak bukan lh jenis yg reti nk jadi girl sejati.....so cmna ak nk habiskan 3 bulan ak ngn pakai make up segala...pakai baju kurung lagi...kasut girl2 lagi....wawawa...mau gila ak sepanjang 3 bulan 2 nnti...
buleh tak kalo ak tk payah pi praktikal huhuhu.....
akjuga risau about penerimaan student ak thadap cikgu yg "comel" ja cam aku nie.....ak ni dah lh asik disalah erti kan sebagai budak bawah umur...masuk lg sekolah menengah yg komfom lah lebih besar dr aku.....ak takut mjadi mangsa buli...but sebenarnya ak risau ak yg membuli student ak heheehehe...
~
~
~
~ the story about practical will be update soon k.....
neeD a timE to munasabah diri ni heheehe....
Miss Aunty.
PRACTICUM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.
Read User's Comments0
hatE thiS feeLiNg.......
really don't lIKe when im seNdinG msg...n the msg still pendinG...heY dudE, if u like to switch ur phone in offlINe moDE, why nOT u just thrOw uR phonE at thE roAd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! reallY annoyinG owh THis feelinG...
1 moRE thinG...wHY u alwaYS makE a promiSe theN bReaK it...besT kh 2 waT oRg teRtunggu2.............
u REAlly sOOooooooooooS mean lh dudE....hate U thissssssssssssssssssssssssssss mucH foR makE me lIKe an idioT...whaT i shoUld dO to yOu aR?
noT in a gOOd mooD rite now...
Miss Aunty...
Read User's Comments0
SORRY....
SORRY FOR WHAT I HAVE DONE....IF I CAN , I WILL TURN BACK ALL THAT TIME....IM REALLY2 SORRY DY.....
Read User's Comments0
hOw i wisH u aRe here with mE...
Well post ari ni lebiH kpda orG2 yg bermakna kepada ak likE mY littLE bF (MLB), mY Mr Love Angel (MLA)...my best buddiEs(MBB) n of course mY lovElY fAmilY...
~~MLB (tommy)
yunk, kn best kalo u ada kt cni...aunt rindu udh ngn yunk walaupun baru 3 hari kt cni....kalo lh ada yunk kn best, tk lh aunt sunyi cmni...reallY need u here yunk....
~~MLA...
dy, really miss u...its like killing me....i feel like time goes by so slow...its like nk abiskn 1 hari tu perlukan 2-3 hari....so cmna my nk tnggu for 3 years...bila mY jalan2 kt CP td...kat tmpat kita penah p sma2...my btul2 harap yg my dpt putarkn balik masa 2 n hargai setiap detik 2....really miss that moment...act bnyk lg nk share kat dy tp bg my better buat face to face kn....really like when u said..."apa ja mmy nk...ddy bg"....n when u said u really love me....u are so jiwang dy hehehehe...but don't worry, i like it...much2 love...
~~MBB
how i miss u all....i dont want to mention all ur name cz u all know who u are for me kn...rnduk luang kn masa ngn u all...bguarau, menyakat cikgu, lecturer n kawan2 adalh keja kita kn...time tu rasa cm kita lh paling happy...mslah pun teda...yg kita tau just enjoy n enjoy....it was a wonderful moment n every time i think back...i always keep smiling...how i wish to go back that time...but of course...life must go on kn...but i know...thats a good memory for each of us.....bnyk benda yg kita share dlm mengejar cita2 kn.....kisah kenakalan zaman remaja lh kunun nya hehehehe...
~~mY family..
-ma...ur the most person who are important for me...u never give up to make sure i keep become a good daughter n sisters...ma..im so sorry cz sy tk lh baik sngt..bnyk benda yg sy buat yg buatkn ma marh n malu..im so sorry ma...how i wish i can turn all that old memory and become a daughter that u wish...i know sy sllu buat ma mkn hati ngn perangai sy, ngn sikap sy yg childish ni....sorry again ma....
-for all my siblings...tq cz always bg support kt sy...tq cz sentiasa bg apa ja yg sy nk n tq cz sntiasa ada buat sy...tq gk for my biggest banking hehehe...everytime i ask for extra $$$ u never say no...tQ sist...i will pay back every sen that u give to me....thats mY promise...i will dedicated mY degree for u all bcoz all of u was the one who make me want to keep study n make our family proud...well, im still thiking to cont my study n take master...i will make a decision ASAP k...
-for my cutes n naughty niece n nephew..tq cz make my day crazy hehehe....korg jngn wat nakal k...make family proud k dears....sejak ko hadir dlm hidup aunt...aunt bjaya belajar cara2 nk jga bby hehehehe...reallly love each one of u....
-Angelina Shanen.-Hendrikus
-Sylvester
-Benedict Joesuee
-Vianney Genevie
-Juanna Duvenna
-Asron
-Jeremy Donnelly
-Brenda Jessica
-Gilbert Valentine...
---all of u so important for me...
p/s: nong,adi,p, asron..walaupun pasni kita berlainan agama but for aunt all of u are my bby...always mY baby...even all of u going older, ur still my bby....much2 love.....
i thoughts tu je lah untuk entry kali ni....
nitEs peeps...
Miss Aunty...
Read User's Comments0
neW semEstER..nEw liFe n nEw assignmeNT...
Hari ni sebenarnya bermulalah perjalanan akhir sy Sbagai seorg studeNt...ye ye lh ko anas,,,praktikal pun tk lepas lg hehehe....tp ska ati ak lh kn...my page bh ni kn hehehehe....well my last result was in gOOd standing....ok lh..bbaloi ngn suma usaha yg di curah kan (uSaha??)
actually i was in bad mood for a days...thats because my mR LoVe anGel... menyakiti hati ku huhuhu...smpai hati u buat i cmni ek (wawawawa)...act dia tk buat apa2 pun tp biasa lh...ak ni kn tk betul sngt...jeles melampau hehehehe.....
biasa lH kn bbls2 komen ngn gurl len,dedicated a song for other girl (act, it was not only for the girl, he also tag that song for his friends..a BOY)...awat lh ko penjeles sngt ni anas....
beside that, i fEel something wrong with my days...when i think what was wrong i realize that ak dh terbiasa ngn kehadiran my Mr Little Bf...tido ngn dia,mkn ngn dia, jaln ngn dia,bgaduh ngn dia, mrajuk ngn dia n suma ny ak buat ngn dia....Yunk, how aunty wish u are here....bila dia teda rasa cam 1 part of my life ada yg kurang...i really love that boy much2...
--selain itu, semua my housemate dh memunculkan diri n biasa lh...bising itu kebiasaan kami hehehe....rindu ngn bgosip ngn mY love housemate ni...bila fikir yg ni myb last sem kami tnggal sma...sedih owh...almost 1 year kami tnggal sma mlahan 3 of them tu sy dh kenal almost 3 years...its very hard lh for me to accept....
--to kak ani,biah,naimah,mell,ct n dyla...tq for being my friends for this sem....(wei anas,awat ko pnya ayat cm ko dh tk kn jmpa dorg lg...sengal ar ko ni) heheheeh saje je...
--esok bru nk pi mdaftar...mls nk ari ni...
wish me luck for this last sem k ...
Luv u alls...
Miss AuntY..
Read User's Comments0
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)