tOdaY i would likE tO share something bouT me...Myself....
i dont really care about how people think bout me...for me as long as they can respect the ways i carry my life...then i will respect them too. for me its simple....awak tak susah kan hidup saya...saya pn tk kn susahkn hdup awak....
sy sering disalah ertikan sebagai seorang Muslim or time d semenanjung..sy sering dikatakan salah seorang dari mereka...but im not...the true is im sabahan...n i'm christian...my mom was kadazan n my dad from Indonesia....i think my face pun dh tunjukkan yg saya adalah org sabah tp rasanya tidak bagi sesetengah org....
i really like my eyes....cz it was warna hazel....like it heheheehe...
im not beutiful,cute or whatsoever.... im just me...have eyes, nose,ear n etc just like u all... i'm a chubby person huhuhu....really like eat...n eat...apa lg yg ak nk citer kn tntg diri ak ya...
kalo ada apa2 yg ak rasa korg ptt tau tntg ak...ak akn bg tau k...

until the next entry...

i just finIsH mY bloGwalkINg....its nice to see other blog yg sngt2 cntik.....huhuhu..tk tau lh bila ak nk make up kn my own blog nie.....im prefer for black color than other colors....i just fall in love with black color....
im not sure how many blog yg ak jenguk...but ak just lebih suka jd silent reader ja....menjenguk tnpa meninggal kan jejak....ak sngt suka p jenguk blog para penulis alam maya.....n selalunya menhabiskan masa berjam2 semata2 baca novel online or cerpen online.....n bnyk lh juga blog yg tersenarai dlm list wajib jenguk ak...antarany blog...
~blog anita aruzsi
~okie the witch..
~norhayati berahim
~vanilla ice
~blog incomplete melody n bnyk lh lagi...

msti korg rasa ak bajet bagus wat tajuk cm kat atas 2 kn....sukati korg lh nk ckp apa pn..yg ak tau ak mmg rasa sngt2 bersalah kat MLA 2..ak pun tk tau knpa ada ja yg buat ak rasa tk bleh nk trima...apa ja yg dia buat ak rasa cam salah...cian dia,kena tahan ati ja ngn perangai ak yg ntah apa2 nie...dalam seminggu 2...msti 7 kali bergaduh...korg pndai2 lh faham mksud ak 2 k....kdng2 bila ak kuarkn ayat2 'manis' ak kat dia...msti ak rasa bodoh sngt.....ak tk mksudkn pun apa yg ak ckp kt dia tp entah lh napa selalu terkuar ja perkataan yg myakitkan ati 2...smpai 1 saat ak rasa tk guna pun ak say sorry kat dia sebab esok msti ak wat lagi....but thank GOD coz dia sngt2 lah penyabar ngn angin badai ak ni...walaupun sometimes ak dpt rasa kn yg dia msti rasa nk hempuk kpala ak kat dinding tp dia ndak buat......nasib ar kn....i just hope that he never let me go coz he really mean to me......


MISS AUNTY.

Look into my eyes, you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart, search your soul
And when you find me there, you'll search no more
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you

Look into my heart, you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
So take me as I am, take my life
I would give it all, I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more
You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you
There's no love like your love
And no other could give more love
There's nowhere unless you're there
All the time, all the way
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it, there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you, I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you, yeah, I'd die for you

You know it's true
Everything I do I do it for you

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real.
Mad because I don't know how you feel.
Upset because we can't make it right.
Sad because I need you day and night.
Angry because you won't take my hand.
Aggravated because you don't understand.
Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever....

i feel like u just play with my heart even u always say that u love me...when u don't pick up the phone i feel like u try to get rid of me..when u don't reply my text i feel like u get bored to stay with me....
i hurt me so damn... why u appear in my life if u never mean to stay forever...why u have to show up in my world then u ruin everything....why u have to play with my feeling...didn't i mean nothing to u...