>coretan<
tinggal beberapa minit ja lagi tahun 2011 akan meninggalkan kita n tahun 2012 akan mengajar kita untuk menjadi   lebih baik...jadikan semua peristiwa sepanjang tahun 2011 menjadi pengajaran kepada diri kita semua k....
tahun ni sma gak cm tahun2 yg lepas...just duduk umah ja tnggu new year ni...all my housemates do they own thing...study,sleep n so on...ada kwn ajak kuar but myb dh terbiasa sambut new year kat umah ja....so, stay umah je lah...kalo kat umah my family...perkara wajib di buat ialah aktiviti men air...kalo tido awal mmg kena lah hujan d tengah malam...kalo kat umah my sist di kota belud...just buat makan2 yg ringkas ja...sesama family ja...so bila celebrate kat tempat len ni...just duduk diam2...open my lappy...berjalan2 kat blog org,,,tgok youtube...movie n so on...smbil tnggu fireworks...bosan kan cara hidup ak huhuhu...but i like it...tk pyh nk pening kan kepala nk celebrate new year kat mna....just stay at home....free of charge lg pkhidmatan kat umah sndiri....
lagipun ak ada 6 hari ja lg b4 final exam...disebabkan terlebih cuti xmas...ak kna wat revision last minit...harap2 masa cukup untuk ak cover 3 subjek...carry marks pun lebih dari ok...wish me luck ar.....
msti korg dh buat list pnjang gila azam korg kn hehehe...ak lak, langsung tak wat apa2 list cz ak tak suka terikat ngn segala macam azam...just follow the flow je lah....tp pling penting...ak nk abis kan study ak n do my convocation....
>ceritera 2011<
mcm2 benda berlaku tahun ni...transfer balik sabah....MLA p smbung blajar kat johor...hubungan a lil bit hambar kot skrg ni...emm,mls nk cakap pasal tu k....
tahun ni juga bnyk ajar ak jd org yg tidak berperasaan....mean, everytime people yg ada hubungan ngn ak, tidak respect ak sbgai org yg lebih tua dr dia....sesuka ati ja gunakan ayat2 yg tak spatutny digunakan kat ak...ak boleh wat bodoh ja...bkn ny ak takut or so ever...but ak tau, kalo ak balas apa yg dia cakap...org yg tidak kena mengena pn blh terlibat...org yg paling ak syg n hornat akan sedih n makin tertekan...so better ak tutup mulut n buat bodo ja....sabar selagi boleh kn...
di akhir2 tahun 2011 juga lh family ak dpt bhubung semula ngn family from my father side...best bila kita tau yg ak dtng dr keluarga yang besar n dari dua negara yang berlainan even berjiran...
hubungan ngn my mother pun dh rapat...bkn lh sebelum ni ndak rapat but...ak bnyk tnggl kat umah kakak ak...tingkatan 3 ak sekolah kat kb...then 2 tahun kat kudat....pastu tingkatan 6 smbung balik kat kb...cuti skolah ja baru ak balik umah kat bfort....abis ja tingkatan6....ak trus tnggal ngn kakak ak kt kb smpai lah ak terbang g smbung blajar kat melaka selama 2 tahun...tahun ni baru lh ak slalu balik umah kat bfort....until now, i still learn apa yg my mom suka makan...mcm mana cara dia masak...semua ny ak blajar....everytime nmpak my mom mood tk bagus...msti ak p peluk n kiss pp dia...rugi kn ak...23 tahun ak hidup kat dunia ni...baru skrg ak buat semua tu....

Ok lah...until the enxt entry,,,nk tgok fireworks dulu....
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 ALL....
luv u all....

tak tau lah napa...tp tetiba ja rasa macam kosong sngt....mcm tkde apa2 feeling....tiba2 rasa badan seram sejuk...tngan mengigil....kenapa agaknya nie.....
skip lg mkn ubat untuk malam pnya...bkn lupa tp rasanya malas kot lebih sesuai untuk mengambarkan knpa ak tk mkn ubat....mna tk nknya...mkn ubat kul 9 lebih...pukul 12 dh mgantuk gila2....sedar2 ja dh pukul 5 lebih...tk ke gila 2....so tu rasany sebab knpa ak mls nk mkn ubat mlm ni.....
myb ak rasa sunyi cz housemate yg len ada camp kt kolej...esok pagi baru balik....dh biasa bising2 ngn dorg just  a few days ni ak lebih bnyk mdiamkan diri.....ada sedikit rasa tkilan but never mind....malas nk mention sapa dia....
bila cet ngn one of my best friends...ak kna akui kata2 dia yg berbunyi seperti ni....
'kalo kita boleh tinggal ngn orang tu..mean kita boleh kawan ngn dia but... kalo kita kawan ngn dia belum tntu kita boleh duduk satu umah ngn dia...'
ayat dia mmg agak berbelit but kalo korg kt tmpat ak....faham lh  kot.,..
ak harap tkde lh sapa2 yg terasa ngn entri ak ni k....i got my right to exprees my feeling in here cz i admit that im not good like anyone else to express their feelings towards person that they have hard feelings.....
ak bkn jenis cepat terasa..perli lh ak mcm mna pun ak akn buat bodoh ja....but if skali ak terasa mmg susah lh ak nk back to the normal....so...just give me some time k....
to my best buddy....perlukh ak mention nama ko kt cni...rasany perlu kot...so people out there tau betapa gembiranya ak dpt kwn mcm ko..(bajet mcm ak ada beribu2 followers hehehe...)
yups..thats u darl.... BB...
ko adalah kawan yang ak blh tnggal sama n be my best buddy.....even org ckp 2 tahun tu sekejap ja n mcm tk cukup nk kenal someone tu...but bg aku 2 tahun tu ckup untuk kenal ko...baik buruk ko...nakal ko...gedik ko hehehe....malas ko hehehe....kelebihan  n kekurangan ko hehehehe....
ko yg ak kenal...mcm burung hantu...org tdur mlm..ko tidur siang ....ko slalu ikut ja kehendak ak kalo teringin nk mkn apa2....ko kalo dh soping mcm ndak cukup ja satu hari tu...ko lh kc kenal ak foundation...eyeliner n sgala jenis make up 2..(even smpai skrg ak msh tk tau apa2 hehehe...) kita yg shati sjiwa bab2 ponteng kelas....ko yg asik buat bodoh ja bila ak promote novel2 yg best kt ko...tp bjaya jugalh ak pengaruh ko baca novel Adam dan Hawa kn....rasa best ja bdebat ngn ko pasal novel 2 hehehee...mcm2 pengalaman kita kongsi kn....gembira n sedih kita sama2 hadapi.....
rindu sngt ngn aktiviti kita....sedih cmna pun kita tetap sama2kn...
tp skrg ni...just kt fb je lh kita dpt kongsi citer....ngumpat pun kt fb ja....
sometimes...teringin nk baring ngn ko... merepek bukan2...peluk2...usik2...nangis2...ketawa2....n mcm2 lg lh kita buat sbelum nk tido kn....slalu saling ingat-meningati psl assignment..pasal exam..(tp selaluny ak lh yg ingat kn ko k hehehe...) rasany smpai skrg pun kn....
sapa yg tk tau...kita dua lh rasany paling bnyk buat keja last minit....smpai kalo group assignmment tu...risau kalo2 org yg baru nk join ngn kita tk blh nk cope ngn cara kita....sapa yg penah...esok nk hntr assignment...mlm ni baru thegeh2 cari bahan...tu pun sempat lg bgurau snda....
ingat tk kita buat sesi kaunseling.....hahaha....ak pn tk tau sapa kounselor sapa klien...siap buat sesi..guling2 kt tilam...ktawa2....so funny that time kn....tapi cmna pun keja last minit kita tu...tetap kita dpt buat kn....
really miss that time....rasany salah satu sbab ak rasa cm kosong ja myb sbb teda ko.....
(i mean it darl...) bkn skejap 2 tahun tu kn....
emm...rasany ak dh melalut jauh ni...ak tau time ni ko rasa nk nanges2 kn baca entri ak ni heheheeh....no hard feelings k...
jngn ko muntah ja dh lh hehehehe......
balik cni cpt...masak kan ak tomyam ko yg kalah restoran tu k hehehe...penuh kasih syg kn ko msak tu hehehe....
 LUV U.......

im really hate if someone copy my work without permission first.....really hate it...
biasalah copy2 tu kn biasa but jngn lh copy tnpa pengetahuan tuan punya keja....at least tell me.....tak susah kn.....

sngt tk suka bila batuk n selesma....sngt tk suka...actually kemarin malam lg rasa tk selesa kt tekak but still kuar ngn kwn2 umah cz dh lama rancang nk hang out....tujuan utama nk p tgok OMBAK RINDU n beli kain for baju kurung...yelah nk p praktikalkn bulan depan huhuhu....dsbabkn kami antara org paling awalsmpai...dpt lh tgok movie tu pukul 12.15....mmg ramailah org smpaikn turn movie pukul 4.30 pn dh full house...
citer tu best lh walaupun tk ikut cite sbenar kt novel....n sedikit mengecewakan ak cz im the big fan for this novel...semua ketige2 novel ni ak dh abis baca,,,,even so, still enjoying this movie cz still can make me cry huhuhuhu....
all the actress n actor so superb....thumbs up for 'hariz' cz when he cry...we can feel that 'he' so in love with 'izzah'.....he's so cool....
beside im so badly in love with any guys who can cry for someone he love....hehehe...
so back to the story...after movie..p cari kain kn kain mewah,..thanks GOD ada sale...rm50 untuk 3 pasang baju kurung....berbaloi lh kn...cantik pn cntik...kualiti pun ok...
then balik cp n berpecah kt sana...ak pi layan twilight saga: breaking dawn part 1 by my self.....p tgok juga walaupun kepala dh start berdenyut n batuk tk henti2....huhuhu.
tk sabar nk tnggu part 2 citer ni....so in love with jacob....
then balik umah...kpala mmg dh tingtong but kena gk p terminal bus....take bus then sampai kt umah singgah jap kedai p beli actifast 2 biji n gula2 WOODS...yg extra strong lg 2 huhuhu....
smpi umah baring jap,then mkn then trus p mandi....siap ja mandi kol2 jap ngn MLA then trus tdo.....
arap2 cepat sembuh...kelas ari ni lak 6 jam...12-6pm...disebabkn ari ni monday so kena lh pakai baju kurung....<sigh>...k lh...nk p iron baju dulu....
until the next entry u all...
heppy monday!!!!!!!!!!!!
dlm2 ak tngh godek2 post ak ni,..ak baru ja dpt brita yg kelas ari ni BATAL...yipppe!!!!! masuk kn smula baju kurung dlm wardrobe...matikn suis iron then sambung godek2 blog ak hehehe....ak tau msti korg nk ckp ak pemalas kn but i'm NOT ok...i just tk brapa suka kelas monday cz kena pakai pakaian formal...pakaian seharian ak p kelas just tshirt,jeans, n sandal...im prefer to wear sumting that comfortable to be...
if i feel tk selesa mmg ak tk kn pakai lh...but sumtimes kna juga pakai like time exam n kelas monday....actually ak mmg ada kelas stiap hari isnin but its after office hour..kelas pukul 5-7pm...so bulehlh pakai pakaian rasmi ak tu hehehehe,..
yg tk best nya..jumaat ni kelas dr pukul 8am-6pm...wtf.....pening nya.....

its december you all....its chirstmas time..hohoho.....
sedar tak sedar kita dh hampir meninggalkan tahun 2011...
tahun 2012 lak bakal menjengah...
emm...terfikir gak apa akan jd pd tahun 2012 tu cz teringatkan movie 2012 tu...huhuhu...
apa-apa pun just be ready n pray to the GOD to give us strength to face all bad thing that come next year....
ok....
hope bulan ni akan memberikan seribu kegembiraan to all of you ya....
take care all....

damn it....the joy of December just arrive but i already get a bad dream....really bad dream....the story like this....i was enjoy with my candy but suddenly my tooth patah (knock knock on the wall)....not 1, not 2 but almost all....i still feel like my mouth full with the tooth...i was at my hometown...the first person i told yg my tooth patah was my cousin...after that her husband and the last one is my mother.....this is not the first time i got the same dream but different situation...a month ago i'll got a dream yg a few of my tooth was patah....a few days after tu, one of my friend brother passed away...he not so close with me actually but entah lh kalo mimpi tu ada kaitan dngn dia....i don't know u all but for us, if u dream bout ur gg patah...it show that someone u know will meninggal....i know...its not right to trust such thing but we have our own culture kn....so, up to u all how u accept it ok...don't judge me for that....so back to the dream....my gg not only patah but hancur...don't know why but i felt like my tooth was become pieces.... <sighhh>
bangun2 ja...the first thing i do was take my phone and see the watch....its 8.40am..i know what u think...but im a student...its normal lh kn bngun lewat hehehe...(blh terima kh alasan ni ar)...then type a msg to my sister...a few moments she calls me and ask me bout the dream...she told me to belanja my friend or bersedekah...
me: kenapa lak....
sist: kn ko mimpi tdk bagus...ni sbagai satu cara nk tolak apa2 benda yg tdk bagus...
me: kena buat ke?
sist: yelah..
me: ok2....
trus ak bngun and give money to my house mate....then told them bout the dream....
then taking my bath, breakfast, open my lappy and at 9.26am my other sister call me and ask the same story...


really hope that nothing happen to anyone i know......